Finally Happiness(: | happyeverafter22's Blog

The whole month of November has so far been the best month this year. Ever since November 1st, ny crush Alek and I have been talking and I guess you could say flirting. Hes grounded though and actually expelled from school. Its kind of a funny story but its a friend to friend thing so Im gonna leave it out. Anyway, he always textes me first and always uses smiley faces when he texts me and he will text me all day even after we both know the conversation died. If I told how long Ive liked him for, you would be disappointed in me. Either way, we have been friends since April 2012 and he dated my friend twice. Once then and once a few months ago. I dated 3 of his friends, one being his legit best friend and 2 being just friends. I dont understand why he even wants anything to do with me because if his friends didnt even wanna be with me, why would he..? I honestly dont care though. Our past is our past..it should be left there and forgotten about. I find this funny, the best friend of his that I dated came up to me at lunch last week and was questioning why I liked Alek. Its was so obvious he was jealous though. We laughed together as he questioned me and it was nice because that we like the legit first time we have talked since we broke up like 2 months ago. Its like everyone but Alek knows I like him. Like, I cant even walk through school without having a mutual friend of ours come up and ask me why I like him. My thoughts are, is it that obvious or does he talk about me or is it that shocking I like him? Honestly, part of me doesnt wanna know the answers to those questions, but part of me does. Either way, he said he should be getting ungrounded soon (hes been grounded for like a month) and he will come hangout with me. I can not wait for that day to come. I like him so much and I am seriously trying so hard not to screw this up..